little things

It happened again. I let myself think too much about how long we have left in this deployment. I let Cooper outside before bed and the quietness in the house was so loud. Does that make sense? When Coop came back inside, I crawled into bed and reached for my water glass like I always do but tears sprung to my eyes. I know it sounds crazy but when I realized my glass was empty, it made me miss Lee even more. It's the little things, ya know? Lee always fetches me a glass of water when I flutter my eyes to avoid getting back out of bed or he'll automatically brings a full glass with him to bed because he knows I will want one. Isn't he thoughtful? On another note, why the heck am I always incredibly thirsty right before bed?! Ha!